Will You Be There? (feat. Ria Skyer)

When you get cold
I won't be there
It isn't fair
But then you paid it
So when's it's told
You went nowhere
The cross you bare
And now you've stained it

We be on the phone but you never wanna talk
Tryna' go on dates but you never wanna walk
Saying that you hate me bitch, your the one at fault
Tryna' be someone I wasn't kept the real me in the vault
I told you I was, ugh, and you still ain't fucking trust me
Gave a fuck about my health your the one I put above me
And I asked you if you'd be there if i decided I would cut me
Then your getting fucking mad at me for going through recovery
This is rock fucking bottom I don't think that I can get up
Wake up everyday what the fuck I've had enough
Man I tell my friends to keep on going when the going getting tough
But I can't take my own advice I feel I'm getting stuck
I took a photo of the sky so I could show you when I landed
Going off the script, what the fuck I didn't plant this
I don't think I can continue man this shit is so demanding
So I can not slow down when my mind is always rambling

When you get cold
I won't be there
It isn't fair
But then you paid it
So when's it's told
You went nowhere
The cross you bare
And now you've stained it

I hate my voice when I rap I'm so sick of it
Same house same bed but it's different
If you told me up a year ago that I'd be missing it
I'd laugh in your face and then would start dissing it
Was I searching for a truth in a bag of lies?
I was tryna' tell you all the time I have been traumatized
Someone could've told me all that shit was my demise
So how many times were you thinking 'bout another guy?
I trusted you, you hated me, now what the fuck is that?
I'm contemplating if I had the choice to run it back
Like would it be different if I had a couple stacks
You found a way to get mad, when I'm spitting facts
I lock myself inside this booth now what do I accomplish
I learned a lot from you and I gained a lot of knowledge
I don't have a plan, man I hate all that college
If you could talk to me a year ago I'd bet you'd be astonished

When you get cold
I won't be there
It isn't fair
But hey you paid it
So when's it's told
You went nowhere
The cross you bare
And now you've stained it



Credits
Writer(s): Cole Schmidt
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