I get high

I wanna disappear but I don't wanna break your heart
Thinking I'll take your calls
But I'll just block them all
But I don't wanna brush you off

I don't wanna make you feel like it's your fault
like is it you or you did something wrong
When all of that's false

I wish I can't feel anything at all
I wish I can make my thoughts stop all at once

So I get high to avoid talking to you
And sober me doesn't tell you the truth and
I pretend to be someone you want me to be
And you want something that I can't give
I'm too fucked up in the head to commit
So I get high and pretend like
Everything's alright

Even when I'm with you
I feel alone
Trust me baby all I want is to make you happy
But I'd get worse
Before I get better
Your mother was right about me
I'll never be a good lover

I wish I can't feel anything at all
I wish I can make my thoughts stop all at once

So I get high to avoid talking to you
And sober me doesn't tell you the truth and
I pretend to be someone you want me to be
And you want something that I can't give
I'm too fucked up in the head to commit
So I get high and pretend like
Everything's alright

I say I love you but it's not real
I don't know how to tell you how I feel

So I get high to avoid talking to you
And sober me doesn't tell you the truth and
I pretend to be someone you want me to be
And you want something that I can't give
I'm too fucked up in the head to commit
So I get high and pretend like
Everything's alright



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Writer(s): Aaron Herrera
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