In My Head

Last night I couldn't sleep
As I lay there I critique
All of the stupid things
That I've been doing
And say hey me
This isn't who we're suppose to be
Well I think it's time I made some changes
Cause I've been going nowhere
But keep on aging
And the mundane
Keeps me raging
Hating all the reasons
That I've stayed complacent
Yea I'm hating all the reasons I stay complacent
Why do I stay complacent
Maybe if I could just fall asleep
I wouldn't be so worried
But it's already morning
Well I better get going
To slave away for another day
Cause I've still got bills to pay
Well I know there's more to the story
Yea just around the corner
To far for me to see
But it's hard not to wonder
As I still lay here and daydream
Of all the things that I'd rather be
Of all the things that I'd rather be

These thoughts take me over
Spinning in motion in my head
Pushing the cycle forward
They hit me again and again

I don't wanna be in the same place tomorrow
But if I'm any longer
I won't have a job left to go
But the place makes it harder
The rat race in my face everyday
Is eating away at my hope
It looks like I'm the only one
Who can't find his way back
To place where I was before
Well was it something that I've done
Or just simply that
I didn't do enough

Well I'm sick and tired
Of putting up with myself
Maybe it's just how I'm wired
Or maybe just too lost
Too lost to tell
Coffee at 3 to get me going
Like my house
I look like hell
But like everything I pushed off for later
I guess it's time I clean it out

These thoughts take me over
Spinning in motion in my head
Pushing the cycle forward
They hit me again and again