Momentary Bliss (feat. Ca11isto)

Want it all to myself, why am I so selfish
Breaking all of my bones, god I'm so reckless
Switching out a rose gold for a pearl necklace
Do a party all alone, I forgot the guest list
I'm pissed, I've been living life like a pacifist
I'll be missed, guess I hope at least I know that I exist
I exist, it's a miracle, all the life I risk
Tried to trade the moments for some momentary bliss, what'd I miss?
I miss the sunsets, tell me darling are we there yet
We travel for ages, somehow everything I seem to forget
I'm finally learning, my memory returning, but it's all out of my head
I guess it's a lost cause, My brain got itself lost, I hope it comes back dead
I'm just playing, I'm just praying, you drown away in my bed
Dream of a future, where I'm not a loser, and I did all that I said
Just never say sorry, and drive a Ferrari, that's black and gold and red
Try to hold on, but it all goes wrong, cause it's all out of my head

In my head, in my head
Mmmmm
Mmmmm

In my bedroom chillin' with my lights on red
Laying in bed, headphones on, playing my song
Wondering why I'm left for dead
Every little thing you said, just wanders my thoughts
Now my heart is all filled with lead
Wanna get better, but we ain't there yet
Wanna forgive, but I can't forget
Yeah
Why you talk like you think you're such a bad bitch?
Ice cold, and your heart made of plastic
Can't escape from the space on my mattress
Wish I didn't have to make this sacrifice
If you're gonna talk like you hate my guts
Then you better back it up, better show some nuts
Gotta work through the pain, bruises and cuts
Throw away all the days when I gave you trust
Gave you everything you ever could've wanted
Couldn't you please just pretend that you wish you never lost it
Let you have your say in the process
Let you have control so I never made progress, yeah
Let you make me feel so obnoxious, yeah
Let you make me feel so toxic
Now I'm getting sauced, tears leakin' like a faucet, yeah
Yeah

In my head, in my head
Mmmmm
Mmmmm



Credits
Writer(s): Zolan Baptista
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