Disguise

I'm alone in my head right now and I can't get out

I wake up and roll out of bed
Brush my teeth but I ain't had breakfast yet
Coz I can't seem to find the time to eat
I Get up, I get up to get ready to leave
But I ain't ready in me, emotionally
Every day feels like a wave in the ocean you see
My face, just wash away this smile
I hide the pain with my disguise

I'm alone in my head right now and I can't get out
Trust me I've tried 1000 times
In my head and I can't get out tonight
I'm alone in my head right now and I can't get out
Trust me I've tried 1000 times
Am I dead cause my soul don't feel alive?
Alive
Alive

I wake up but can't get outta bed
Deep breaths feeling like I got a hole in my chest
Yeah I know it's stress, I know i should be meditating
It's hard when Your souls deflating
Slowly fading away, I say I'm ok
All anybody ever sees is the smile on my face
That I wash away with tears each night
I hide the pain that's my disguise

I'm alone in my head right now and I can't get out
Trust me I've tried 1000 times
In my head and I can't get out tonight
I'm alone in my head right now and I can't get out
Trust me I've tried 1000 times
Am I dead cause my soul don't feel alive?

It's my disguise you don't know what I'm hiding
It's my disguise, on show when I'm smiling
It's my disguise you don't know what I'm hiding
It's my disguise, on show when I'm smiling
It's my disguise you don't know what I'm hiding
It's my disguise, on show when I'm smiling
It's my disguise you don't know what I'm hiding, no oh oh

I'm alone in my head right now and I can't get out
Trust me I've tried 1000 times
In my head and I can't get out tonight
I'm alone in my head right now and I can't get out
Trust me I've tried 1000 times
Am I dead cause my soul don't feel alive?
I can't get out
It's my disguise
It's my disguise
It's my disguise
It's my disguise
I'm so alone right now



Credits
Writer(s): Kieran Markus Knowles
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