Roses to Steel

This one is for the boys that be strugglin' to win
They be feelin' like they never gonna ever fit in
Uncomfortable within and confined to skin
But I promise that the changes will come from within

I know you think the chances are minuscule like a pin
And I know you wish she asked you, where have you been?
But you lucky that she gone, she grimmer than a sin
When you kissin' on her head, kissin' on her chin

I know she made you think you knew how true love feels
Then she turned your heart from roses to steel
But I'm promising you now, you'll learn how to heal
Open up your mind, no need to conceal

Or the devil gonna eat you up like you a whole meal
If you clouding up your thoughts, there's no way to leave
You're stuck in a loop, like an Instagram reel
You better wake up, there's so much to see

Let's switch it up and talk about us not having friends
I learned to love the loneliness, it killed me within
When I had to make a convo I just crumbled all again
I met this gorgeous girl, and she thought I'm insane

Maybe there's something going on in my brain
Something that I probably cannot comprehend
People see the sunshine, I see the rain
I know I got a smile, but it's made outta pain

I wanna get my feelings out, I know I can't sing
I gotta cool off, but I don't wanna freeze
I'm off-tempo, you're still in sync
You look so good in pink

But I know what it's like, and I've seen both sides
And I know I like my vibe, but I miss feeling alive
I don't really wanna die, okay yeah that is a lie
Spreading positive vibes, when I know deep inside

I can't see the light
I can't feel the fight
I don't think it's right
I don't even see the sight
Can't keep chasing the heights
So I keep chasing the high
And I lowkey wanna die