Note To Self

Nigga don't give up, I learnt the hard way
Try get the dough, Demons in the doorway ey
Out of insurance, Never had it my way (Miway)
That's why I'm tryna buy erf, That I could build on
A promise land, I can never sin on
A room of improvement, That I could employ
Employ part of me that's tryna get put on
Ain't talking Sportscene when I say put me on
I say fuck that shit, But I'm insincere right
I clearly give DAMN, like I'm Kendrick
Maybe our lives, Are concentric
But he hood nigga and I'm good nigga
At getting back to all my all vices
To advises I'm insensitive
And sensitive to all the damages that made me hurt
And I cry still
No butterflies in my stomach, I cannot pimp
I'm such an angry bird
Fuck the stars I'm at war
It'll take you quite a minute to fathom the metaphor
Met before my stress days, so you the one I made it for
Road to redemption
I gotta detour