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A kid I knew died a year ago
And I keep thinking how unfair life is
'Cause unlike me he didn't want to die
It doesn't make sense at all

I'm not sure what i'm supposed to do
'Cause since then I'm paralyzed by fear
And all I do is think about death
My brain is going to explode

But I still see so many people out there
Living their lives like nothing has chaged
And even though I feel the world's incomplete
Nothing has changed at all

I'm finding so damn hard to understand
That death is forever and we're all gonna die
When we're gone we left some people sad
But the world keeps spinning

'Cause I still see so many people out there
Who doesn't seem to care that someday they'll die
While I feel so desperate, so helpless and scared
None of this make sense at all

A kid I knew died two years ago
Still it keeps me awake at night sometimes
But I don't think about him as much anymore
That makes me feel
So sad