Hands Of Addiction

Come find me when you're done
And we can laugh it off
Pretending what we got
Was everything we want

Seen the way we run
From feeling that we lost
Don't know where we going
But there's no getting back to us

The way that the trauma
Haunt the corners
Of my mind

I was gonna warn ya
But I wanted
You to try

I just wanted to be held so bad I bruise
In the hands of addiction
Give me the choice and I'ma choose abuse
To medicate what I'm missing

I just wanted to be held so bad I bruise
In the hands of addiction
Tried to refuse but know that it's no use
Too late I can't be forgiven

The taste upon my tongue
I savour till I'm drunk
My heart don't know my lips
The way it know my blood

Wrapped around my thumb
Til it won't come undone
I should've quit while it was fun
Now if I wanted to I can't

Every step to
Freedom dreaming
I been heading home

Then I see my demons
Sweep in and lead me
Off the road

I just wanted to be held so bad I bruise
In the hands of addiction
Give me the choice and I'ma choose abuse
To medicate what I'm missing

I just wanted to be held so bad I bruise
In the hands of addiction
Tried to refuse but know that it's no use
Too late I can't be forgiven

All of the pain of what I've lost remains
Feel the light getting dimmer
Trying to fake speaking like a saint
While I pray like a sinner