Ghastly

Go!

I fell from outer space just to get left in the mist
Not to know where I came from but I need to know what's out
There are so many spots in life where I do get stuck
Without knowledge of the truth but I choose to battle through
I am still confused about this whole entire thing
Like what is my origin and how does that interpret
How can I make it out of all of this awful drit
That has been clogging my pipes and stuffing my brain tonight
If you want me come get me
Stop complaining
If you wanna play ball then let's play ball
If you wanna know me then get to know me
Stop overthinking
If you wanna play ball then let's play ball
If you wanna show me what I oughta be
Try supporting
If you wanna play ball then-
You make me obtusely sick for all of the pain you caused
You did not even assist when I was trying to find
What is my purpose? Why was I put here?
When will we be set free and see finally the end?
I went from feeling good to popping my sedan's hood
Cause there is never an end to the struggles we live with
Whether it's what I want or if it's just what is up front
I will do what I'm told and I won't fold or withhold
If you want me then come get me
Stop forgiving
If you wanna play ball then let's play ball
If you wanna know me then get to know me
Stop contemplating
If you wanna play ball then let's play ball
If you wanna show me what I oughta be
Try believing
If you wanna play ball then-
It's ghastly, it's haunting
This life constantly restarting's
Ghastly, it's haunting
Is there nothing that I can do

I see the colors as they are starting to shift
Into different opportunities
I see everything as it's meant to be seen
You cannot corroborate and make me feel harsh defeat
I don't need that in my life anymore and I need you to know that
You can't control me anymore I've got sanity and then I've got
Good people that love me the way that I need
But serpants keep on slithering into the abyss that I dig
I need to know that what I'm doing
Is moving forward and not slacking
Can you help me in my learning?
Is there something you can teach me?
What I need to believe in is myself
And if I cannot than this is the end
I will not stutter while my superiors skip
When I tend to their sheep so vicariously
I feel empathy of a single being
Please do not elaborate defile then compile defeat
I need you to know that I want myself to go so far
I cannot deny that there's so much inside my heart
But I cannot continue to allow you to lure me in
What I will turn into will be chosen by my command
You need to know that what you showed me
Wasn't why I backtrack nor how I could succeed
Can't you realize I'm just growing
Lean into the nature that you only dream to be in
Don't you worry I'm just floating
Like an AFK UFO with headlights beaming
It's ghastly, it's haunting
This life constantly restarting's
Ghastly, it's haunting
Is there nothing I can do

Without your touch I feel like a vulture in a deer
Scavenging for lunch like our culture isn't clear
Papyrus under Lesotho trees wallow in the pain bestowed for free
Lycans forever depend on me, they're hunting wouldn't you agree
It's creepin' in
Indecision
It's seepin' in
Let the thoughts seep
Reverberate

Doo-wop-doo-wop-wop (Doo-wop-doo-wop-wop)

Reverberate
Let the thoughts seep
It's seepin' in
This decision
It's creepin'
It's ghastly, it's haunting
This life constantly restarting's
Ghastly, it's haunting
Is there nothing that I can do

Rising from the mist of life where I do get stuck
You can no longer diss 'cause I cause no causes
You don't have to change the world
You just have to change yourself
You don't need to fight, react
You just need to fight intact
If you act disrespectful
When you get disrespected
Then you earn respect in
This inadequate perspective
It's ghastly, it's haunting
This life constantly restarting's
Ghastly, it's haunting
Is there nothing that I can do
It's ghastly, it's haunting
This life constantly restarting's
Ghastly, it's haunting
Is there nothing that I can do

I might make it, I might make it
I might make it, I might make it
I might make it, I might make it
I might make it out

I might make it
I might make it
I might make it
I might make it out



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