All My Shit Is In My Car

All my shit is in my car
It makes me feel 17 again
You put my drawer in a bag
And my clothes on the bed
You said you'd be gone
From 12 pm 'til 4
"Don't be there when I get back
And leave my key at the door"
I spent three hours getting sentimental
Projecting memories on the walls
Then erased myself in a half an hour
Like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel
I would
What you want me to want
I would
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose I would feel
What you want me to feel
I would
What you want me to want
I would
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose I would

Reading old anniversary letters to remind myself how we used to feel
Then old journals to remind myself how long the doubts have been real
I try to work it out in my mind why our life doesn't feel like mine
What if I don't want what you want, but I never stopped wanting you?

If I could feel
What you want me to feel
I would
What you want me to want
I would
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose I would feel
What you want me to feel I would
(That's what I would feel)
What you want me to want I would
(That's what I would want)
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose I would

Spent three hours getting sentimental
(That's what I would feel)
Projecting memories on the walls
(That's what I would want)
Then erased myself in a half an hour
Like I was never there at all

If I could feel
What you want me to feel
I would
What you want me to want
I would
Cause I don't wanna lose you
Deeply confuse you
If I could choose I would