Citrine

I think there's wind in my veins and salt in my nose
Blood is rushing from my head to my toes
Worms in my eyes and flies in my arteries
I guess that's just how it goes

My room smells like citrus, it's not enough that I miss it
If you break my bones, can I finally let go
This old apartment's got no climate control
But I'd rather sweat than go home

There's only so many cottage core songs
I can sing before it comes crashing down
But it's okay with me as long
As she keeps coming around
With her citrine
And citrus is all I can stomach this summer
Oranges and lemons, it's all a blur
But I'm glad I found her
With her citrine

I think I'll leave my worries and go to the park
Stop walking fast when I'm scared of the dark
Drink my iced coffee and stay up 'til morning
Turn my stretch marks into art

My room smells like citrus, it's not enough that I miss it
If you break my bones, can I finally let go
This old apartment's got no climate control
But I'd rather sweat than go home

There's only so many cottage core songs
I can sing before it comes crashing down
But it's okay with me as long
As she keeps coming around
With her citrine
And citrus is all I can stomach this summer
Oranges and lemons, it's all a blur
But I'm glad I found her
With her citrine

It's nowhere, nothing, no, it's everything
Songs and summers and citrus and citrine
Arteries, lie to me, this blessed tangerine
Sunburn, sunscreen, heal me, hurt me
Caffeine, green tea, bachelor's degree
Call me love and live without me
Guess I've moved on, it's 2023
Sage green, heal me, citrine, sunscreen