Choose to heal

Hello, is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me
Is there anybody home?

Lights are on but no one's home
I'm in this crowd, but I'm all alone
I feel completely overwhelmed
There's no captain at this helm

Band-aids come loose from this wound
I thought I'd healed it from the moon
Turns out I was deluding myself
Turns out I need a lot of help

Turns out I'm not good enough
Turns out I'm not all that tough
Everything that I've fought so hard against
Has come back with a vengeance

I've put in way too much time just tryna get by
I feel criticized, I feel judged by people
That don't know that much

I feel like I've put in so much years of work
Just tryna get myself outta this murk
I was going good, I was in the clear
How the fuck did I end up back here?

But I am learning, yes, I have grown
(I have grown) and all this darkness I am being shown
(Being shown) it's not me, not anymore
It's just a memory from long before (not anymore, not anymore)

And though it floods me, I now know (I now know)
Its pain resurfacing from down below (down below)
And I choose to let it flow

And though I could just run and hide (not anymore)
Bury it back down deep inside (not anymore)
I choose to feel, I choose, I choose to heal
I choose to face this pain from old beliefs that still remain (not anymore)
'Cause I am big and then I am brave
I was not before but how things have changed
How things have changed for the better

This too shall pass, and now I know (now I know)
I'm strong enough 'cause I have grown
All this pain that I am feeling (not anymore)
It's old wounds I am healing (not anymore)

(I am healing) this too shall pass (not anymore, not anymore)
(I am healing) all this pain that I am feeling (this too shall pass)
It's old wounds I am healing
(I am healing) this too shall pass
(I am healing) this too shall pass
(I am healing) this too shall pass
(I am healing) this too shall pass (not anymore)
(Not anymore)

And I choose to feel, I choose to heal
I chose to face this pain because I am brave



Credits
Writer(s): Emily Bookless
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