Lemme Talk (One Take)

(Luminus)
I don't think that I can change I got memories
Late at night overthinking I can never sleep
No matter how much I be trying they ain't feeling me
Errday a new attempt to get rid of me
All this pain from the past is just killing me
I don't wanna make new friends they be selling me
Staying with them day ones I ain't changing teams
Me and Bianco still be fuckin' up our enemies
Think they already forgot how they treated me
Now they all be running back to be cool with me
Got them all regretting things when they seeing me
All them people I don't stand you cant sit with me
Double team me all you want still I'm shooting threes
I be showing errbody how I'm pushin p
Still be trying to get rid of my misery
I be fighting really hard man I better be
I can't fail I got people they depend on me
So much pressure gotta maintain stability
Goin to make it I got trust in my abilities
I be making it look easy like abc
Got betrayed from close friends they all dead to me
All the fakes they be wasting my energy
Lotta dreams and they said I would never reach
Now I turned them to my goals that I'm gon achieve
I can not even explain all the pain in me
Rest in peace to lil g he was seventeen
Couldn't save you ever since I be feeling weak
Pictures in my head I wish I had never seen
Messed up thoughts in my mind you dont wanna read
Lotta scars on my soul you dont wanna keep
Still I'm pushin through the hate I'm gonna never leave
Still a long way to the top soon I'm gonna reach (huh)
I be on my way to a better me (huh)
I be on my way to a better me