Dream Again

Wish I could dream again
And sometimes even be a teen again
Cuz now as an adult I don't even wanna be seen again
I'm sick of payin' bills and workin' just to slave away
Or even buy some shit just to fuckin' put it on Layaway
Becoming a damn adult done came way to soon
Miss the good ole days where we would wake up and just watch cartoons
Life is such a blessing, but now its so depressing
And realistically most of the time I am just stressin'
But hey I gotta admit there are good moments
Like having a nice cold beer in front of the ocean
Those the type of moments that I love in my life
Along with seeing a sunset that is orange and bright
I miss having birthday parties where I used to dress up
Now its just a bunch of drinkin' up until you're messed up
Miss gamin' consoles, they made me not feel so alone
When the lights went out on the street that meant to go home
Or you get an ass whoppin' after eatin' Dad's cookin'
Then you cried yaself to sleep after outside the glass lookin'
Lift ya hand up at cha Mama and she finna knock you out
I think that's what LL Cool J's song was all about
Used to sleep a lot in class cuz teachers I ain't wanna hear 'em
And until this day I haven't used the pythagorean theorem
Best believe I don't remember none of them patterns
I was more concerned about where we'd go with the Saturn
Whether it was Tantalus or Waimea Bay
Regardless skippin' school was bound to be a good day
Livin' in Hawaii was the best time for me
That was even the first time where I done smoked some weed
I just wanted to experiment, was happier than I ever been
And wanted to imagine myself in places I've never went
On a scale of 1 to 10 I really break the scale
Of sadness knowing there are homies dead or up in jail
Not even my future for them I didn't see that
To hear these stories over the years I can't beleedat
Gotta say that really really breaks my heart
The root of all evil is money thats why things fall apart
I miss the days of sneakin' out, outside my door just peekin' out
To make sure that my parents weren't awake to see me creepin' out
Good times mostly when I was a teen
Can't believe I didn't lose it before I was 18
I am ugly as fuck so I knew that was just gone
And I couldn't really dance so I ain't go to my prom
And yeah it sucks that was in my head deeply embedded
Obviously I think about it now and deeply regret it



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