Wounds

The sun is out today but there's a lot of rain
I'm trying hard to to cope with stress
But i drink too much to heal the pain
And lately things just haven't been the same
I wish it was five years ago
When i wasn't all that lame
And i had a lot of friends
And i was used to being social
But that was in the past
I isolate myself from locals
And now i reflect on all of the
Bullshit that i go through
And now i'm stuck growing up
And i don't know where to go to
I'm looking for peace
While i'm falling in pieces
Each day i get weak
Can't make it to the weekend
I think i need sleep
Cause my mind i so steep and
I'm just a fucking creep
I wish i wasn't breathing
Can't make it through the day
Cause nothing is ok
And everything's the same
And i don't care about my name
Self medicate to heal the pain
I'm staying in my lane
Trying hard to stay sane
Always feeling fucking lame
It's like nobody understands
How it feels to be alone
I've been trapped in these four walls
And this this what i call a home
And this is all i ever do
Is fucking waste away these days
I've been tryna understand
But all my energy's been drained
But i guess that it's ok
I guess i can't give up yet
It's like every mistake i make
The more i just get upset
I need to get away
I don't know what to do
And while i sit and wait for good, i'll slowly heal my wounds



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