i wish i knew (feat. Lxnely)

And I wish I knew, that you love me too
That my heart didn't break, but it only moved
To someone new, while you're in the room
And you're drinking, 2:00am in the morning
Driving round town, it was my only warning
Showed me all those signs, but I chose to ignore it
Wasted my time, even thought I was boring
But I chose new path, away from the pain and all I've done bad
Let it all out, even if I weren't mad
Thinking of past, just makes me sad
But I try not think, about everything else
Lying to myself just makes things melt
Like an ice cube, yeah I just fell
For your heart, I'd just compel

I'm stripped and I'm cold asking what is the point?
You took me back puffed me like a joint
Took all of my freedoms can't see what's up next
Was blinded by beauty turned to stone I'm a mess
All around me surrounded by snakes
Alone in the grass can't ever relax
(And honestly, I don't know where to go now)
Feeling like a candle fires bout to go out
You took me out and you led me to die
Were you at the funeral? Did you even cry?
I wish I knew, what led to these things
I wish I knew, what mind state you in
I wish I knew
I wish I knew
I wish I knew
Fuck
Writing like a diary omitting emotions
Can't put me together cause I am past broken
No tape in the world could amend all our wounds
Every time that you hurt me I feel like the fool
Why can't it change? why can't you be different?
Can you know what you want and stop putting me through this
You tearing me down every breath that I take
You put it back poisonous snake



Credits
Writer(s): Kory Begley, Tristan Le
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