Studio Apartment

I'm still so angry with you
Just when I think I'm finally through
You appear in my kitchen
Still taking up space
That my studio apartment cannot hold
Anymore

I cannot hold you anymore
Now that I'm on day sixty-four
Of an infinite attempt to say goodbye

I'm still so in love with you
Just when I think I'm finally sold
On science and reason
If you were the one
You wouldn't shove me into a compartment
And shut down
When you feel too much

I cannot hold it anymore
Now that I'm on day eighty-four
Of an infinite attempt to say goodbye

And the minute I do is the moment you'll come running back
With an honest excuse why it took you this long to react
Right when I fell, you pulled the rug
You stole the air right from my lungs
And had the nerve to say you hope I'm doing well
Go to hell

I cannot hold you anymore
I don't know what I'm counting for
In this infinite attempt to say goodbye

Though it's infinite
I promise I will try