Deadbeat Interlude

I've been driving state to state so I could catch a feeling
I ain't catch that feeling so I made an album about it
While I'm making Peter made everyone else reroute it
All them niggas don't believe that I'm really about it
I've been driving state to state so I could catch a feeling
I might hit up Alpha just to make a Gospel single
The way I'm living people might call me the newest villain
But the man upstairs knowns how i'm acting single
Peter ain't for this bullshit here in 2020
I've seen toxic girls decide to come and go
Now all the girls I loved turn out never loved me
Ain't know exceptions to that rule but we already know
I've been driving state to state so I could catch a feeling
I ain't catch a feeling but I've been getting to the bag
I came home with some cash and momma thought I was dealing
She support me while in school but I really love to rap
Since I'm here might need to hear the verdict as well
Other than the music there is really no reason to dwell
Heaven was eleven when 7even was rocking twelve
That's the definition of going from Heaven to Hell
I've been driving state to state so I could catch a feeling
I've been in the South traveling for way too long
I've been in and out of Texas to see what's Thrilling
Met some Billie Jeans and I kissed one right to this song
Thank you Micheal fuck that nigga who was lacking titles
Heat my back Miami Pace yourself we ain't rivals
Put that on the lord put that on JC and King James bible
Touching Gold like I'm Midas yall can hold my vinyl

Now what is this song really about
I was hoping
I was just listening to um answer by Tyler
Off of the wolf project and i was like
That's kind of how i feel but like
I think i could make it where its like
Yeah this is exactly how I feel

I've been driving state to state so I could catch a feeling
My trip to Texas was solely focused on my healing
I was fighting reasons to live with all my demons
All my shadows stay up at night so up at evening
That's when we hang out You just showed me around the town
I was only following advice I didn't want to end up right
Where I left off somewhere else I just think its in my belt
I'm just holding on my jeans if you know me then you felt
All the pain up in my heart she just kissed me and I melt
Can't be dealing with this pain If I ain't change then oh well
I done fucked up close to Christmas if you missed it call up rel
Bitch compared me to my deadbeat yeah that ain't end well
I've been driving state to state so I could catch a feeling
I've been drifting in Miami while I was down there chilling
It's still funny how she thought that there was someone else
Talk to Channing Sim and Hudson and I learned who is real
He was gone all my life text me talking bad advice
For my brother i will fight test my blood or this right
You a guppy I despise I got bigger fish to fry
But go on about your disguise deadbeats can't look at my eye
Bitch Aye

Bitch ass nigga
Bitch ass nigga
Okay
Bitch ass nigga
Bitch ass nigga
Okay

Alright y'all about to hear this nigga talk
Good luck

Yeah yeah okay

I ain't typing all that shit