Unholy Mixtures

Where's me friends from the higher places
Just take me away from the fears I'm facing
Mind's been racing
Caught in a state of raging
Only pacing, progressively I'm losing patience

I'm isolated like my life's sedated
All me mates were flaking, just miracle waiting
Still, I can't help that their dreams are wasted on this huge blank canvas with nothing painted

So let
Me paint this picture of these
Unholy mixtures
That blend into one

Trapped in a hole filled by cans I'm drinking
Lost track of the time, with the days I'm working
Gotta a gap in me head where the past has crept in
'Cause my forms in bits and my mind is crumbling
But, whatever happened to a few lads, mate's pad, few cans, craic had, be grand, no plans
But now it's rehab, few grams, med card, brain scarred, doc's pad, church yards, life's hard

It may sound blunt but it's cutthroat
You've got me sounding like the tracks broke

But the life we live has changed since kids
The shit we did, the nit and grit, to greatest hits
We've lived through it, and came to this
Me life's in bits, the fans been hit, can't deal with it
Me chest is ripped and youth's been stripped
I'm still struggling to cope with all this crazy shit so

So let
Me paint this picture of these
Unholy mixtures
That blend into one

So let me paint this picture
Of these unholy mixtures
That blend into one