The Devil or a Ghost

I just don't understand in what you see
Acting like no one else compares to you or me
Weak, never seen typical devil or ghost
Nowhere to go in search for something to give
Questioning what to do next, consistent stress
Asking for forgiveness to those in need
Needing an answer on how it's supposed to be
Going to church screaming that it hurts
Is this a curse?
It always gets worse
Division on how I feel no way to heal
Maybe it's what I fear most that life's one sick joke
All I ever wanted to do was visit the coast
Where did my time go?
Whom I supposed to follow?
Can't comprehend with all it is that I dread
How am I to get ahead?
When all I ever do is sit back and regret
And all I think about too is the fact that while I'm just like you
Losing my mind wondering why
I got nowhere to go the type to give up
Nothing to prove, lose, wondering what to do?
Typical fool, outta queue feeling defeat
Dreaming of what I'm supposed to be
Maybe a true MC spreading positivity to those in need
Who knows maybe happy too
No longer losing my step on what's next
Staying on track, what's better than that?
The train of thought where I sought out
How to live my life without doubt
So please come with me as we explore each and every possibility

Of this life, no worries we'll make sure each and every minutes suffice
Take the risk who cares it's one life



Credits
Writer(s): Violet's Heart
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