Not Special
(So uh, how's this song gonna start?)
(Uhhh...)
When I was a much younger kid
I was told that I was smart and gifted
Now here I am standing before you
Wondering what the fuck I'm supposed to do
I'm a failure and I'm a freak
I'm just a dumb kid who's fragile and weak
I think my life's reached an all time low
And I think I'm the scummiest person I know
I don't know what to believe anymore
I'm losing all of my self control
I'm making constant trips to the drugstore
While hitting my head on a pole
I'm an attention whore, I just wanna be special
Just like my dad before, except I'm worth so little
Campaign a fucking war, play my friends like a fiddle
All because I'm bored, I'll get you caught in the middle
And I'm sorry but that's not changing
I'm a selfish bitch who wants everything
I'm not gonna make it past 15
Everybody that I know hates me
And I know that I'm fucking lonely
It's only been getting worse lately
I've got no motivation to get out bed
All of my clothes are slowly staining red
And the voices want me dead
Why cant they just get out of my head
I don't know what to believe anymore
I'm losing all of my self control
I'm making constant trips to the drugstore
While hitting my head on a pole
I'm an attention whore, I just wanna be special
Just like my dad before, except I'm worth so little
Campaign a fucking war, play my friends like a fiddle
All because I'm bored, I'll get you caught in the middle
And I'm sorry but that's not changing
I'm a selfish bitch who wants everything
Cut my legs and let me bleed out
I don't give a fuck if you shout
You just want your fucking clout
So understand why I've got doubts
I don't know why I'm even alive
I'm already at the end of the line
I've always been such a waste of time
I guess I'll just go and talk to people online
I don't know what to believe anymore
I'm losing all of my self control
I'm making constant trips to the drugstore
While hitting my head on a pole
I'm an attention whore, I just wanna be special
Just like my dad before, except I'm worth so little
Campaign a fucking war, play my friends like a fiddle
All because I'm bored, I'll get you caught in the middle
And I'm sorry but that's not changing
I'm a selfish bitch who wants everything
(Uhhh...)
When I was a much younger kid
I was told that I was smart and gifted
Now here I am standing before you
Wondering what the fuck I'm supposed to do
I'm a failure and I'm a freak
I'm just a dumb kid who's fragile and weak
I think my life's reached an all time low
And I think I'm the scummiest person I know
I don't know what to believe anymore
I'm losing all of my self control
I'm making constant trips to the drugstore
While hitting my head on a pole
I'm an attention whore, I just wanna be special
Just like my dad before, except I'm worth so little
Campaign a fucking war, play my friends like a fiddle
All because I'm bored, I'll get you caught in the middle
And I'm sorry but that's not changing
I'm a selfish bitch who wants everything
I'm not gonna make it past 15
Everybody that I know hates me
And I know that I'm fucking lonely
It's only been getting worse lately
I've got no motivation to get out bed
All of my clothes are slowly staining red
And the voices want me dead
Why cant they just get out of my head
I don't know what to believe anymore
I'm losing all of my self control
I'm making constant trips to the drugstore
While hitting my head on a pole
I'm an attention whore, I just wanna be special
Just like my dad before, except I'm worth so little
Campaign a fucking war, play my friends like a fiddle
All because I'm bored, I'll get you caught in the middle
And I'm sorry but that's not changing
I'm a selfish bitch who wants everything
Cut my legs and let me bleed out
I don't give a fuck if you shout
You just want your fucking clout
So understand why I've got doubts
I don't know why I'm even alive
I'm already at the end of the line
I've always been such a waste of time
I guess I'll just go and talk to people online
I don't know what to believe anymore
I'm losing all of my self control
I'm making constant trips to the drugstore
While hitting my head on a pole
I'm an attention whore, I just wanna be special
Just like my dad before, except I'm worth so little
Campaign a fucking war, play my friends like a fiddle
All because I'm bored, I'll get you caught in the middle
And I'm sorry but that's not changing
I'm a selfish bitch who wants everything
Credits
Writer(s): Braxton Hunt-nissen, Seth Bennett
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
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