To the Ones Who Feel Me

Feeling sorry for the one's who feel me
I think it's time to show the real me
Yah yah
Feeling sorry for the one's who feel me
Yessir
Sometimes I don't wanna be me
It's Capital Geezy

Stiffen up that lower lip, cus daddy he ain't coming home
Now you gotta grow up quick cus mommy gon be on her own
Build those walls, don't ever let em tear em down
Gotta be a big boy now cus daddy ain't around
See I ain't religious, but I was down on my knees praying
Hoping, that he would be okay and
That he would'nt leave us, really thought that he would need us
But he needed a needle, I guess he didn't see us (blind)
Through the the fog of the war that he seemed to be fighting
Every god damn day, mane that must have been frightning
I think I know that feeling, cus in a way we're the same
But I made different choices, I didn't play that game
This man gave me life, but then he took it away
Yah
He gave me life but then he took it away
Yessir

Feeling sorry for the one's who feel me
I think it's time to show the real me
Yah yah
Feeling sorry for the one's who feel me
Yessir
Sometimes I don't wanna be me

And now I'm tryna not to have hate in my heart
But it's kinda hard when you was fucked from the start (huh)
Tryna find it within me to let go and forgive
Start a new chapter, you know you live and let live (yeh)
And now I'm tryna not to have hate in my heart
Still kinda broken but I guess it's a start
Tryna do something I just wanna be me (me)
Guess I'm the only one who can set myself free

They be asking me why can't you forgive him (why)
Turn another page, yah all is forgiven
Beneath all of that he really is a great man
Take away the drugs and I think you'd understand
Bitch shut the fuck up you don't know him like I do (nah)
Look me in the eye, say you know what I been thru
Tired of the praise that this man's being given
We on the other end where tears flow like a river (damn)
The drugs didn't make him, mane he made himself
He had every opportunity to save himself (yah)
But he never was enough so he ran away (yah)
And I'm a grown man now wishing that he would stay (damn)
That shit is embarrasing, barely want to admit it
Thought I'd end up the same for a while but I didn't
But now they're coming back, the feelings I hid and
It's a different day now but he stays the same
But I'mma fucking change, I'mma do what I can (yah)
To wake up everyday and be a better kinda man (yah)
Cus I ain't gon let the hurt I was caused control me (nah)
That shit is in the past, it belongs to the old me (yessir)
I'mma try to wake up to every day with a smile (yah)
Honestly I haven't felt this good in a while
Didn't think that I'd get out of this shit alive
But now I think that I'm gon be around for a while (yah)

Feeling sorry for the one's who feel me
I think it's time to show the real me
Yah yah
Feeling sorry for the one's who feel me
Yessir
Sometimes I don't wanna be me



Credits
Writer(s): John Skanefors
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