Steps of Her Brownstone

She leaves flowers on the steps of her brownstone
She can't bare to throw them out but she's come so close
Funny how a night can change it all
Wake up in the morning and it's gone
She lies on her bedroom floor making sense of
Weeks it took for him to fall out of love
He said that it was sudden, but he lied
Funny how a night can change his mind
25 it never hurt this bad
A couple times she almost called her dad
She just wanted to ask
Does it get easier
Or does it just get old?
Like there's a piece of ya
You learn to let go
A feeling in your chest
That never goes away
A scar that you have left
But doesn't ever fade
5 years wasted on a stupid decision
Hindsight, blames it on her 2030 vision
Where selfishness was hidden by his charm
And every single moment in his arms
25 it never hurt this bad
25 still calls her mom and dad
She just needed to ask
Does it get easier
Or does it just get old?
Like there's a piece of ya
You learn to let go
She just wants to know
She just wants to know
She just wants to know
She just wants to know
She just wants to know
She just wants to know
I just want to know
Does it get easier
Or does it just get old?
Like there's a piece of ya
I'll learn to let go
A feeling in my chest
That never goes away
A scar that I have left
But doesn't ever fade