I Been

I been
I been diving in them heavy waters (yea)
Know the truth is hard to swallow
All my problems made me hallow
I been tryna follow
All my dreams and aspirations (yea)
Don't look at me your invasive
You be tryna cloud my mind
But temptations so divine
Temptations so divine (nah)
I been tryna give it time
I be tryna spit these rhymes
I be tryna run to find
Reasons climax critical
But Satan tortures pitiful (for real)
And no i ain't Satanist but i might pull that ritual
I been falling in them habits
Making bad transactions
Giving temporary rewards for true happiness
Addiction isn't having it
I think I'm going batshit
It wants me all and half of it
It wants me all and half of it
It wants me all and (yea)
Yea
But I'm fighting like a man
Still on my feet while that shit hits the fan (man)
Gruesomely I'm killing all my demons and they friends
Like Berserk (killing)
Eating rap niggas like desert
While I'm fighting all these urges (for real)
Fighting for the freedom of my mind on this earth
When i walk up in the party
She ain't fighting for her nigga while I'm flirting (nahh)
I been
I was disappointing people
Cause they thought i was doomed
I was staying up at night and grinding all way to noon (yea)
I was losing it all but i was saying "its cool"
Like a nigga out the dessert with some ashy ass skin
And some chapped ole lips
I been crawling on the floor tryna reach for a pool (for real)
I been falling to my lowest and attracting the wolves (yea)
Almost turned into food and almost took for my wool (yea)
I was suffering at home
And turning purple off the pressure in my chest
You could say I'm a Boov (yea)
Ain't nobody see it in me
Ain't nobody wanna mention
But niggas wouldn't get it cause they not in my position (nah)
If a nigga hated on me then they opposition
Turn that nigga to a broken watermelon
They wouldn't get it but I'm never tripping
Its keep on moving cause I'm so relentless
Even while I'm steady slipping
Don't forget it



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