Lost Inside

I got this voice in my head
That I hear at night
Soon as I lay down in my bed and I close my eyes
I lost everything I had and almost lost my mind
Trust there's no coming back
When you cross that line
Told my girl that it's coming any day now
Our futures bright so you better pull the shades down
Won't be long before we're headed for the states now
Came a long way from sleeping on the GreyHound
I got time
If it's time it takes
Ya it's Been a long road
I hope I find my way
Cuz the worlds getting heavy on my shoulder blades
Ya this town can be cruel
It's a hopeless place

I'm just trying to put my life in perspective
Thinking bout all the time I've invested
All the cuts and the scars that i'm left with
All the damage on my soul I'm a mess man

Used to be so young and reckless
Used to light up the nights like Texas
Now I'm older and I hope I make it
Just gotta hold on
Look how long I waited

I got this voice in my head
That I hear at night
Soon as I lay down in my bed and I close my eyes
I lost everything I had and almost lost my mind
Trust there's no coming back
When you cross that line

So I keep my dogs close
Like I lost my site
So many years being broke
It got hard sometimes
Ya these nights can get dark
Bro I'm not gonna lie
I was walking like a zombie
I was lost inside

I was lost now I'm back but it's a different price
Catch me in Milan eating fish with rice
Neck shining so bright like some Christmas lights
Bro I swear when I was younger I'd never hit these heights

Still caught up in the game
Through the drama I'm afraid
I might never be ok
I know to you I look the same
I'm not ashamed
Just keep walking through the rain
Searching for a light through the darkness and the pain

Always thought you would be by my side
Never thought I could lose all my pride
I can see you got no love in your eyes
Better off that we say our goodbyes

I know this life can be rough
Where the love when the trust turn to dust
Kept calling but you never picked up
No matter what it's never enough

I got this voice in my head
That I hear at night
Soon as I lay down in my bed and I close my eyes
I lost everything I had and almost lost my mind
Trust there's no coming back
When you cross that line

So I keep my dogs close
Like I lost my site
So many years being broke
It got hard sometimes
Ya these nights can get dark
Bro I'm not gonna lie
I was walking like a zombie
I was lost inside

Gotta hold on look how long I waited