My Studio

I've tried to go out
But that isn't working
Finding myself, I learn better in person
I'm taking these chances to fix how I'm hurting
Tryna do better but somehow it worsens
There is not question I'm putting the work in
I'm chasing my dreams, I will make it I'm certain
Exposing my pain like I pulled back the curtain
I'm changing my self I've been tryna be perfect
I stepped up to universe like this is urgent
Asserting the fact that I've been here determined
I'm on no excursion, no time for diversions
I'm steady like Surgeon there's no other versions of me this is working out
Never give up on myself,not burning
If you're gonna cross me on my bridge I'll burn it down
Time keeps on telling me not to trust word of mouth, fuck what you heard about
I keep it real with the people who heal me
I sit and write songs for the people who feel me
I hear how they want to stack money to ceilings
I wanna go buy it then fill up a building
I care how you feel but don't care bout their feelings
If you deal with drama then you're less appealing
If you looked in my mind, I bet you'd see millions
If you looked in my heart I bet you'd see healing

It's true you know
When people say they lose their soul
When I don't know which way to go
I head back to my studio
It's true you know,
When people say they lose their soul
When I don't know which way to go
I head back to my studio

I was a kid when I lived by self and I learned about life in a minute
Realized the other day that back then I was to really to young to begin it
I never took no for an answer and that was my final decision
And I was told I didn't listen
But I didn't care I was on my mission
Now I've been taking the risk I've been chasing my dream and I'm closing the distance Ya
Isn't it crazy how life is amazing here lately it'll change in an instance Ya
Smoking and blazing, I'm feeling I'm faded
I'm probably gonna lite me an incense Ya
When I'm meditative, I study myself so I heal when I'm making an indent Ya
I'm breathing to balance I'm Breaking the cycle and some how it's clearing my intent yeah
Making a change in the city I live in, I'm following god, I won't repent yeah
Fucking with me and I'm cutting you out, you're failure is not something Ill prevent yeah
These rappers inside of my city they jealous of me cause they look at what we spent Ya
I put like 5 up on each of the projects I dropped and then wrote it then wrote it all of on my tax
I put over 65 thousand in grants into hand in my first year fax
Second year I had just totaled A hundred thousand I help them get back
They all switched up on me quick when I asked them to stay down, it's crazy how they will react

It's true you know
When people say they lose their soul
When I don't know which way to go
I head back to my studio
It's true you know,
When people say they lose their soul
When I don't know which way to go
I head back to my studio