TALKIN' II MYSELF (feat. eternalexe)

I need a fuckin lobotomy, maybe bottles of the booze
Feelin' loco in the brain, so I'ma bring it to the booth
Wish the Buddha would work, I just need a way to snooze
Need a healthy way to cope when I feel like I'ma lose
Man, that man in the mirror, that motherfucker don't support me
Boomerang back, suicide, Jai Courtney
Captain of the ship, but I'm shittin' all on my shift
The rift inside my mind is enough to make me a risk
Now, I don't wanna talk, but that shit just make me a wreck
Got unhealthy bad habits, emotions that I project
Guess the lessons in myself but that shit that I don't subject
I reject it till the next time, man, I need a vent, like

Talkin' to myself, is it wrong, is it right
Should I give a fuck about karma, about life
All in vain, all in vain
Done with the fightin and the screams
No one wanna see me in the screen
And I didn't need their help, I did it by myself
I didn't need the toxic energy

Need another go around when it comes to buildin' a fan base
Restartin' at the bottom feels like rippin' off a bandaid
I put my trust in people I thought were stickin around
Ain't no shade to anybody I just missed when we were down
I confided in some people that went blabin they mouth
Turn confessions into sin when that's not what they about
I'ma love you to the end, always wishin' you the best
Put it on myself when I say, stay blessed
That's the last time I'ma speak on a topic
All the soul brothers shit from this point, drop it.
Ain't no unholy child in me, besides the pen game
Never wish you ill will if you got my friend's name.

Talkin' to myself, is it wrong, is it right
Should I give a fuck about karma, about life
All in vain
All in vain
Done with the fightin' and the screams
No one wanna see me in their screens
And I didn't need their help, I did it by myself
I didn't need the toxic energy

Talkin' to myself, I'm just yellin' up at the wind
When I scribble in my pad, here we go, go again
I got insecurities I don't find rational
I ration out these thoughts till my brain finds an antidote
Yeah, here we go, go again
Talkin' to myself, I'm just yellin' up at the wind
When I scribble in my pad, here we go, go again
Yeah, here we go, go again, yeah