Do You Finally Believe That I Want To Commit Suicide?

Everything is slipping away
I begin to slowly decay
No one understands me anymore
Viewed as just a fucking whore

Barrel in my mouth tastes so swell
Withering away from the clear smell
Isn't it clear that I'm suicidal
Don't place me as your damn idol

Electronic cigarettes and pornography
The only thing that's worth even living
Back in the bedroom tears running down my my face
From the constant agony and screaming

I know they wished death on me so maybe
I can finally be worth something to them
Forever alone and forgotten on this planet
Only to be considered a hidden gem

What's the point of tweeting to the void
When no one wants to be around me
I know I am the cause of the issues
I will never be the one to disagree

Afraid of walking in my own flesh
I want to rip it off fucking constantly
Tired of taking chances with people knowing I'll just be backstabbed

I say it again this is not a life to fucking live
With fear and disgusted dreams

Nothing in my life is as promised as it damn may seem
Hatred in myself does seem to be the constant theme

Everything is slipping away
I begin to slowly decay
No one understands me anymore
Viewed as just a fucking whore

Barrel in my mouth tastes so swell
Withering away from the clear smell
Isn't it clear that I'm suicidal
Don't place me as your damn idol

Everything is slipping away
I begin to slowly decay
No one understands me anymore
Viewed as just a fucking whore

Barrel in my mouth tastes so swell
Withering away from the clear smell
Isn't it clear that I'm suicidal
Don't place me as your damn idol



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