dead to me (feat. Second Sama)

I just spent the last three days and three nights
Thinking about the last thing you said to me
I just drove a thousand miles 'cause the last thing you said was
"You're so dead to me"
I've been drinking the pain away
Your voice in my head is heavenly
Sitting in this motel, reminiscing
Thinking about all the lies you fed to me

I've been overthinking our current situation
I'm sitting in the car and I'm changing every station
I can't pick a song to listen to
That don't describe us perfectly
You been tryna voice all of your frustrations
Baby, you've been looking for words of affirmation
But you hate the words I'm saying
And it don't make sense to me
I'm so tired of feeling so lonely
Surrounded by people that love me
But don't really know me
When they finally get down to my heart
They gon' see who really controls me

I just spent the last three days and three nights
Thinking about the last thing you said to me
I just drove a thousand miles 'cause the last thing you said was
"You're so dead to me"
I've been drinking the pain away
Your voice in my head is heavenly
Sitting in this motel, reminiscing
Thinking about all the lies you fed to me

All of the lies, all of the cries
God I hate that look in your eyes when I face you
Thoughts of what you said in my mind on replay too
Lookin at our pictures, wishing I could erase
All the fights, all the pain
All the time, all in vain
Down the drain
Your voice is made of Novocain
Now I remain in my domain with Mary Jane
And your voice in my head is resonant
Reminisce of your laugh as sentiment
Never meant what you said, that's evident
What we could've had now's irrelevant

I just spent the last three days and three nights
Thinking about the last thing you said to me
I just drove a thousand miles 'cause the last thing you said was
"You're so dead to me"
I've been drinking the pain away
Your voice in my head is heavenly
Sitting in this motel, reminiscing
Thinking about all the lies you fed to me