Waiting - EP Mix

I don't know
How it starts
I don't know how it begins
But I know
There's one thing that I want
And I know I'm gonna lose it again

Don't pretend it doesn't end like this
Don't pretend it doesn't end
Don't pretend there's more to it than there is
Don't pretend there's more than this

Just take it for what it's worth now
There's not much else left to do
But wait and watch it play out
Watch me disconnect from you

You know i'll never let you in
Kept in the dark
Where nobody wins
At an arm's length
The damage is done
And the fallout stopped being fun

But it's a habit
And it's dying hard
Not the whole thing
Just a little part
Of what used to keep it okay
Before I knew how to say

That the fear
Stopped making sense
When you're near me
Feels like i understand
It never needed to be that way
I never needed to carry that shame
On my shoulders
And on my tongue
There's a word for
Exactly what I want
But I can't tell you
I never will
There's too much time left to kill

Don't pretend it doesn't end like this
Don't pretend it doesn't end
Don't pretend there's more to it than there is
Don't pretend there's more than this
Just take it for what it's worth now
There's not much else left to do
But wait and watch it play out
Watch me disconnect from you