Feel No Way V2

(Mm, mm, mm, yeah, look)
Untying knots in my gut
Tired of the voice in my head time to rise up
Like what is you talking bout nigga you hating
They said it gets better but I'm tired of waiting cuz

I think everybody feel that way
But I don't wanna feel no way

Okay nigga get your lies off
State of stasis was stemming from my stock
Often get caught up in the charade of confidence
So I'm confiding in you if I tell you honestly that
I wrote this song in the car at night
Thinking bout the parts of myself I don't like
Wishing I could rap better
Or the singing wasn't shite
And I know that's not being nice,
And yeah I know it's alright but fuck I

I think everybody feel that way
But I don't wanna feel no way

Untying knots in my gut
Tired of the voice in my head time to rise up
Like what is you talking bout nigga you hating
They said it gets better but I'm tired of waiting, cuz

Went and rewrote the whole second verse cuz it was maudlin
But I'm mad at myself cuz the people that I'm modeling myself after
Never ashamed of being honest
Why can't I do the same
Why do all of my problems
Gotta be presented fuckin airtight picture perfect
Like I'm insecure if I don't say em right they ain't asserted as real
Instead just always be uncertain
It's still fuck self-doubt gang
But second-guessing a motherfucker
Heard if you scared go to church or some shit
But I don't think that's what I'm searching for since
It's hard to be lonely but harder to lie to yourself
Or maybe I don't trust shit no more I can't tell
Wish these knots in my gut were easier to untie
Like I could sing a song and just do it after one try
And never have to do it again after the one time
And I know it's cliché we feel this way sometimes but, fuck I

I think everybody feel that way
But I don't wanna feel no way

Untying knots in my gut (knots in my gut)
Tired of the voice in my head time to rise up (it's time to rise up)
Like what is you talking bout
Nigga you hating (like what, like what, like what)
They said it gets better but I'm tired of waiting cause

May, 15 tryna find a spark to light my lamp
How fitting it started sitting by Churchill listening to Camp
Eyes wide hearing Fire Fly the first time
Thinking if Bino can make it through it man then I can
Hadn't had nobody feeling how I had feelings but after that
I started getting high as the Skyline I was driving past
It's hard being young and black
But if I'm not the only one tryna make it then I can last like

Well shit if everybody feel that way
Maybe I don't gotta feel no way

Untying knots in my gut (knots in my gut)
Tired of the voice in my head time to rise up (it's time to rise up)
Like what is you talking bout
Nigga you hating (like what, like what, like what)
They said it gets better but I'm tired of waiting cause