Trauma

I kinda miss the girl that I was before the trauma
I know this typa thing typically will make you stronger
But to be honest
I'm so so sick of it
I know that I'll get through
I'm crawling out bit by bit

I know that I need to let go and just get over it
But I'm reminded of you
Everywhere I go
You won't quit
I wish you would quit

Just so you know
You formed a hole
So deep in my heart inside
I scream and I cry
Dreaming at night leaving me terrified
Now I'm alone
My heart is so cold
Waking up to the same script

You could of said goodbye before leaving
But now I'm just stuck here grieving

I really miss when i could tell you all my stories
Stay up late and cuddle watching all the movies
But now you're oceans away and i wanna scream
Maybe having you forever was a pipe dream

Just so you know
You formed a hole
So deep in my heart inside
I scream and I cry
Dreaming at night leaving me terrified
Now I'm alone
My heart is so cold
Waking up to the same script
You could of said goodbye before leaving
But now i'm just stuck here grieving

One moment im fine
Next I'm losing my mind
Pushing you away
Ask if i'm okay
I say I'm fine
But that's a lie
Kicking
Screaming
Fighting demons
Looking for a reason to go on
Am I really all that strong?
Strong

Just so you know
You formed a hole
So deep in my heart inside
I scream and I cry
Dreaming at night
Leaving me terrified
Now i'm alone
My heart is so cold
Waking up to the same script

You could of said goodbye before leaving
But now I'm just stuck here grieving



Credits
Writer(s): Katelyn Johnson
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