//to be a pawn//

Between a rock and a hard place
Complacent in dark space
Keep running and running because my problems i can't face
What's real anymore
If i pinch myself would i wake up?
And if i did it could i tell what's all made up?

Im a soul seeker
My will's getting weaker
Ill place all of my eggs into one basket like easter
The cure for my illness will not come out of a beaker
Still don't know if i wanna be better
Guess im not eager to be a
Pawn
To be a pawn
Pawn

Wish i could say something cooler
Wish i could write like an author
Wish i could be fucking stronger
Wish i won't fear any longer
I fear myself
Add on trauma like some tools on my belt
Wish i could build a better me but my inpatients is felt
I can't be free of sin
Im practically a human garbage bin
Fill myself with doubt so i have no chance ill ever win
Stay the same even through hell so my past me is my twin
Dive into my insanity and pass it down to my kin

Im a soul seeker
My will's getting weaker
Ill place all of my eggs into one basket like easter
The cure for my illness will not come out of a beaker
Still don't know if i wanna be better
Guess im not eager to be a
Pawn
To be pawn
Pawn

To be a
Pawn
I'm running, im running for my life you bastard
My life you bastard
I hate your laughter
I'm scared of
I'm scared of not getting there faster
Not getting there faster
I guess im back to slipping
Pawn
I'm running, im running for my life you bastard
My life you bastard
I hate your laughter
I'm scared of
I'm scared of not getting there faster
Not getting there faster
I guess im back to slipping

To be a
Pawn
Ego make me feel shrimpish like
Prawn



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Writer(s): Liam Joseph Mccrudden
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