Passing By

You won't even look my way, when I'm passing by
Remember when you said you love me
Just to pass the time
And thinking back when you last hugged me, was our last goodbye
I can forgive you, but the past, I can't put that aside

I can't talk about my pain I get lost in it
I could talk about my past or write a song wit' it
Every chapter in our story, I read all of it (I read all of it)
And alone up in my mind, when them thoughts hitting

Was only asking you to listen, but you'd never hear me
And I just need someone to vent with, not a soul could heal me
Was you just starving for attention, or you really feel me?
Too scared to fall in love again, I know that shit could kill me

You think attention is love and that's why you suffer so deeply
Like how you pick up my calls, you can't make time to see me
Don't know why I try at all, you ain't been making things easy
And always making things hard
When you know it ain't hard to please me

These bitches come and go, to find yourself a lonely road
My brodie ain't stick to the code, And now my heart forever cold and-

It's crazy to me how these bitches always on some hoe shit
It's funny to me those who doubted me, still on some broke shit
Yo' shawty really fucking 'wit us, 'cuz we got good motion
So I can't do another song if it's without promotion
That's why I say, "Don't love these hoes", can't show 'em no emotion
They thinking that I been together, whole time I been broken

And don't apologize to me, if you can't change what your sorry for
I was balling in the game for us, then you played me off the court
Now I'm chasing green, my pockets leaves to feed me, omnivore
I can't stress a bitch if I ain't hit, unless I'm on the whore

Really fuck these whores, never cared for these bitches
I wish my family called me more, I guess it's how I'm living

A couple bands trapped under where the mattress sitting
Refused to look the other way, I always my vision
They talk 'bout when a I kill a beat, how it's actually sickening
Now I'm really getting paid, from this is, it's magic, isn't it?
(It's magic, isn't it?)
(It's magic, (isn't it?)
You won't even look my way, when I'm passing by
Remember when you said you loved me, just to pass the time
And thinking back when you last hugged me, was our last goodbye
I can forgive you, but the past, I can't put that aside (I can't)

I can't talk about my past, I get lost in it
I could tell you 'bout my pain, or write a song wit it
Every chapter in our story, I read all of it (I read all of it)
And alone up in my mind, when them thoughts hitting

Like how it go from, "I need ya" to, "It was nice to meet ya"?
Like how you tell me, "Forever", and then gon make me leave ya?
You tell me that you don't know love, I promise that I'll teach ya
Is it the drugs or hidden trauma thats making me weaker?

You won't even look my way, when I'm passing by
Remember when you said love me, just to pass the time
And thinking back when you last hugged me, was our last goodbye
I can forgive you, but the past, I can't put that aside

I can forgive you, but the past, I can't put that aside
Remember when you said you loved me
Just to pass the time
And thinking back when you last hugged me, was our last goodbye

'Cuz I can't talk about my pain I get lost in it
But I could tell you 'bout my pain, or write a song wit it
Every chapter in our story, I read all of it
And alone up in my mind, when them thoughts hitting