excuse

I know you moved on but
I can't let you go
I'm fighting myself and I'm chasing your ghost

How could you stop trying?
I'm the only one whose fighting for us now
Swinging through the clouds
If I pull a little harder
Would I break the all of the things I care about?
Oh, would you stick around?
It's feeling more one-sided
And I can't deny that I've been missing you so bad

But I know we weren't meant to last
I tried to keep it alive but you lost all the feelings you had
And I know there's nothing that I'll ever do
To have you again but I'll keep
Finding my way back to you
To let you use up every excuse

I tell the world I'm bleeding
Hoping you might here and why I say
And it reminds you of my face
I walked the roads we travelled
Thinkin' you would never come back to that place
Hoping you might do the same
Maybe I'm just wishfully thinkin'
That you'll at least remember who I am

Cause I know we weren't meant to last
I tried to keep it alive but you lost all the feelings you had
And I know there's nothing that I'll ever do
To have you again but I'll keep
Finding my way back to you
To let you use up every excuse

Cross the love I had
Just can't break your walls
And the guy I am, you don't love him at all
All the words you said were they ever true?
No matter what I'm meant to you

I know we weren't meant to last
I tried to keep it alive but you lost all the feelings you had
And I know there's nothing that I'll ever do
To have you again but I'll keep
Finding my way back to you
To lie and use every excuse

Know you moved on but
I can't let you go
I'm fighting myself and I'm chasing your ghost
I might not exist but I'll wish for a way back to you
To let you use up every excuse