Can't Change

I've been thinking about us I know that I need to get some help
Has to be by myself
I confess I should never have let you in knowing my heart was weak
But now I hear me
It's hard enough for me to live with all my issues without you
Pointing them out every chance you get
There's no time frame that I can give you if you knew me
You'd know what I'm talking about
I can't change when you're hanging round me
I can't change when you're breathing down my neck
It's no use to tell me I'm free
When my system knows that I'm a wreck
I can't change when you're hanging round me
I can't change when you're breathing down my neck
I gotta be alone to fix me
Cause my system knows that I'm a wreck
Body telling me I'm in control sometimes
Then shit goes downhill
Don't need you to tell me how I feel
I spent too long playing patient and doctor here
But you can't heal me
Unlikely
It's hard enough for me to live with all my issues without you
Pointing them out every chance you get
There's no time frame that I can give you if you knew me
You'd know what I'm talking about

I can't change when you're hanging round me
I can't change when you're breathing down my neck
It's no use to tell me I'm free
When my system knows that I'm a wreck
I can't change when you're hanging round me
I can't change when you're breathing down my neck
I gotta be alone to fix me
Cause my system knows that I'm a wreck
It's not alone time cause it's a long time with just me
And my bottle of wine pretending I'm fine
You don't wanna see me like that
(see me like that)
This is me trying
I know you're not buying it cause you're worried
And I can appreciate concern
But I need you to learn

I can't change when you're hanging round me
I can't change when you're breathing down my neck
It's no use to tell me I'm free
When my system knows that I'm a wreck
I can't change when you're hanging round me
I can't change when you're breathing down my neck
I gotta be alone to fix me
Cause my system knows that I'm a wreck