Carpe Noctum

Do Do it again
Do it again
Do Do it again
Do it
Do Do it again
Do it again
Do Do it again
During these hours I might think "whats the point?"
It's 3:05, eyes red like I inhaled some joints
The selfdoubt and insecurity become the loudest voice
And I wonder how the fuck can I turn off the noise
Then I sit and vizualize some things in this dark
Being on stage for a couple digits, fulfilling my arc
Knowing my fam is set for life
Got myself some kids built up home with my wife
But right now that seem like a galaxy far away
What if this is a fallacy I wanna display
What if I don't make it how then can I repay
For those sacrifices my parents gave on the way
I hope they don't see it from a far
All the baggage that I keep inside of my yard
I try to admit all these things only in my bars
I'm prisoned by some thoughts cause they shutting of my star
Yeah
I think I got a lot to give
But maybe many think that this whole act is a fib
An insecurity I wanna transform
By chasing paper that lead to pussy that might restore
A sense of manhood I lack deep in my core
And I admit from the age 16-20
That was my goal solely fueled by envy
Fully believed that this shit gon fill up whats empty
Had many role models in sections that was only trendy
Even though I strive for something more meaningful
I can't help but be afraid cause this age is digital
Instant gratification the disease among the youth
And I've been sick since prime delivery, ain't that the truth
So it's hard not to search for a quick buck
The kinda stupid money that can lead to get your dick sucked
Silicon fill the image to increase the IG butt
And never get on a pedestal cause of the IV drug
A long dark road for a brother like me
I gotta work thrice as hard for the same result and you'll see
The pen to the paper will be stronger than any gun
And they gon put up a fight if you wanna be a different sun
Only time will tell if I'm the real deal
Should I make projects that differ like tesco meal deals
Risking a spot in the limelight
By always showcasing my mind right
Maybe I'm just out of sight Idk



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