My Viewing

Stash the money in the safe, I can't give that to no jeweler
I gotta keep it low, cause now they watch how I'm moving
You wasn't with me from the start, my Mama know I been through it
I thought bout giving up but Eric told me "Don't do it"

I might have popped a Perc but I ain't act like no shooter
Same people I grew up with don't even ask how I'm doing
Don't even ask me if it's you or the music
Ten G's deep in a dream, I think you know what I'm choosing
Don't even know how I do it
But if I didn't, I'd be dead, like what the fuck am I doing?
I ain't even got no friends thats gon show up to my viewing
For so long been at the bottom, there ain't nothing I'm losing
I ain't been home in so long, they like "What the fuck is you doing?"
My head down, heart pure, headstrong, shit I'm cooling
Stayed humble, might be slow, but at least you still moving
The reason I ain't touch a stage, I picture them booing
What's the point of having dreams if you too scared to pursue it?
Growing up I ain't have no one so I turned to the music
Fell in love, I was too young, all my exes would use me
I learned to flow on beats, and now my pain on computers
They love to ask what I'm doing

Stash the money in the safe, I can't give that to no jeweler
I gotta keep it low, cause now they watch how I'm moving
You wasn't with me from the start, my Mama know I been through it
I thought bout giving up but Eric told me "Don't do it"

Forever single is the wave
Can't even go on dates without me talking bout my pain
Or them bringing up they ex, you know the one that got away
They still caught up in the past
But be surprised that shit ain't change
Time to switch up different lane again
This is not no phase I'm in
I need me a shawty who stays down for when it rains again
I don't need a shawty who's whole purpose is throw shade again
Ever since I Beg I never begged a bitch to stay again
Rather thug it out then ever reach down to that stage again
If that shit bout money or my heart, bitch I ain't playing fair
If you did me dirty in my past, looks like you staying there
They know I'm a poet, swear I warm em, they still take it there
Until I block em, no response, it's like I'm playing dead
They get pissed every time, cause they feel like I'm betraying them
Must be crazy, not no fool, I ain't waiting there

Stash the money in the safe, I can't give that to no jeweler
I gotta keep it low, cause now they watch how I'm moving
You wasn't with me from the start, my Mama know I been through it
I thought bout giving up but Eric told me "Don't do it"

I might have popped a Perc but I ain't act like no shooter
Same people I grew up with don't even ask how I'm doing
Don't even ask me if it's you or the music
Ten G's deep in a dream, I think you know what I'm choosing
Don't even know how I do it
But if I didn't, I'd be dead, like what the fuck am I doing?
I ain't even got no friends thats gon show up to my viewing
For so long been at the bottom, there ain't nothing I'm losing
I ain't been home in so long, they like "What the fuck is you doing?"
My head down, heart pure, headstrong, shit I'm cooling
Stayed humble, might be slow, but at least you still moving