Distorted Reality

What's seen in this hollow
Transparent anomalous abyss
A home in a shadow
Of plateaus with habits to remiss

In falling to Venus
Distortion was willingly dismissed
What went unforeseen is
Surely what it will not admit

The layers that follow
That drop in this blissful ignorance
Will grow as we swallow
Succumb to an all sanguivorous

Whats common attraction;
Escapes haring further down the list
Don't call for reaction
In daze to what silently persists

Seen, an everlasting defilade
Tilling the paths to Avalon
Gallant suns placate to pawns
No Signal to what is close beyond

D o n o t b r e a k p r o t o c o l
Still absent through the truth of going nowhere
Like orphic tyrants that askew the spines
The carbon glimpse insinuates a repair
That whims the masses as it filters the eyes

While congregating ripples wage the ashes
Distortion takes the Signal soon to die
Benighted to this paragon deception
And egomania that riddles our kind

I was never like them
I was never like them
I was never one of them
I am fit to be condemned
They are despotic mayhem
In lacking prudent meristems
The ivory strengthens ibidem
I will never follow them

I was never like them
I was simply thrown away to rot
Will anything be real again
I am all imbued to walk alone
Accursed.
The one,
Amid,
Absconded to the bids of allies.
The bridge,
It lasts,
Still thunder fades that cracked the blades in hand.
My filter is fading
My senses are waning
My functions decaying oh why?

If god is this lazy
Then souls are so vainly
Recycled back into this bind

I have fallen to some reasons none can see again
I, derealized, might stay numb to what I used to feel

If I am to escape this dissociation
Will I still ablate, will I be again?

Just try to stay awake
Don't fade into the grey
Try to as we may,
The Signal has escaped.
Escaped.
Escape.