Ain't Something For Me

Lost in the neon lights, flash from the City of Sin
Surrounded with the people I love, but I'm still feeling empty within
Drifting through the shadows, with a broken soul
Trying to fill the void, didn't mean to lose control

I never saw the pain that you would give me
I really thought that you were perfect for me
I try to love, but love ain't something for me
I drink away the pain so you could really see the real me

And all these wasted nights, I'm trying to get high
I gave you so much time that I sacrificed
You play the perfect role, don't need no disguise
I put in all my effort, didn't know that I was in a lie

I'm lost inside my mind, where the dark is all I see
And I never thought that I could be the man you changed in me

I'm a slave to the night, I'm lost inside the dark
Wear the same mask every day, so they don't see my pain and scars
And I know I can't escape, it's always back inside my mind
I never should've followed you, got caught up in a lie

I should've let you walk away, didn't know it was way too late
I know of everything that you've done, but I've always just let it wait
And they've been saying shit like you weren't right for me
Life of you and me was my only fantasy

I never saw the pain that you would give me
I really thought that you were perfect for me (For me)
I try to love, but love is something for me
I drink away the pain so you could really see the real me

And all these wasted nights, I'm trying to get high
I gave you so much time that I sacrificed (Sacrificed)
You play the perfect role, don't need no disguise
I put in all my effort, didn't know that I was in a lie

I'm lost inside my mind, where the dark is all I see
And I never thought that I could be the man you changed in me

I'm a slave to the night, I'm lost inside the dark
Wear the same mask every day, so they don't see my pain and scars
And I know I can't escape, it's always back inside my mind
I never should've followed you, got caught up in a lie

I just didn't know why, I can't say goodbye
Wasted memories, the pain of the lies

I'm lost inside my mind, where the dark is all I see
And I never thought that I could be the man you changed in me

I'm a slave to the night (To the night), I'm lost inside the dark
Wear the same mask every day (Everyday), so they don't see my pain and scars
And I know I can't escape (Escape), it's always back inside my mind (Ohh)
I never should've followed you, got caught up in a lie