Midnight letter

In my life tryna risk it
I was outside doin' business yeah
Shit been hard no cappin' dawg
Now we out here making business yeah
I love my brothers don't change on em'
If they want' push me I gang on em'
They tryna push me I ain't fall for it
I never change ama slay on em'
Fighting demons ain't no time to fuck around yeah
Life's creepy but I'm only scared of god woah
Since I'm up I know they tryna put me down yeah
I'm the reason these Mo'fuckers making sounds woah
All these bitches cheating don't know why we gotta trust em'
Know they want me dead I swear I'm really tryna fight em
Why they switching on me cuz I'm better when I found god?
Why they hating on me knowing I ain't here to fuck around
I've been making sure my family's safe and all my friends around
Tryna move my family out the projects tryna make a grind
I ain't even fucking with the police I've been anti-violent
Everytime I try to spit the truth they wanna keep me silent
I've been making time for Allah just to clear sins
Hoping he protects all my dawgz,all my nieces
Hoping he protects all my family my real friends
I just wish us all better days better feelings yeah
We just need it
Everything they claimed I won't do I achieved it
Baby I'm so sorry I changed here's the reason
I've been really fixing my life I've been healing
Mhmmm
You showed me love N' I'll never forget it (no)
You showed me trust N' I'll always respect it (yeah)
You're on my mind everywhere that am heading
Everywhere that am heading (bae)
But I ain't even here to fuck around
Fuck all these rappers that been dissin' They so wack yeah
Yeah I never diss em' I've been busy chasing bags yeah
They be painting pictures of me shit ain't gonna last dawg
Tell em I'm too better I can see it in my stats yeah
They tryna ruin on my image on my name yeah
They never got the picture,shit I got em' outta frame yeah
They always tryna bring me down mo'fucker that's a shame yeah
Why they tryna bring me down?,mo'fuckers y'all too lame yeah
Sun's going down,I ain't sleeping till the day come
Days going by N' I'll always be the same yeah
I wrote this letter just to show I ain't a fake one
Yeah when I retire hope the world's a better place yeah
Uh
N' I ain't never been a snake yeah
I Ain't snitching on the gang
Even tho they living wrong hoping god gon' make em' change
I've been stressing everyday
Hope my dawgs for better days yeah
Back at it again going harder never stoppin no
I stay motivated ya been falling like som domino
Never trust these hoes cuz I'm sure they on som' 304
But when my pockets full she gon eat it like a carnivore
Never broke a code for my bro ama keep it real
They been tryna push me so hard but i'm staying still
Ama risk my life tryna win ama go insane
Ama get a Grammy N' I put that on my kids
Am just so sorry I changed on some people I know
On some people I know
You don't know (yeah)
I've been tryna change the picture on em
Yeah,I've been tryna change the picture
They won't get the picture no