The Void

This generation of youth
Is proof of human moral progression
With a shortage of empathy
If it ain't in your direction
But still God bless
Cause not one civilization got it correct
I feel like we don't respect us for trying
But inspect those who lying
Or correct the upset
Like what they said was a crime
I sit and watch it like fine
No politics or saving face in my lines
I talk my shit
And only say a name if it's mine

Uh

Now Jack's got an itch again
Cause it's topics the public
Be afraid to pitch in with
Unless there's a foundation of group thought
That fit you in the movement
Fuck it, I go independent with new ones
I was suicidal by nine
Spring break around the corner
Told my bully I wanted to die
She said she disappointed I'm still alive
I felt too weak to take my own life
And compensate healing others inside
Now when they talk a body count
Its always either killings or lays
Shit I need two hands
To count how many victims
I've saved from themselves
Back then, when I had faith in professional health
Til i became a case
And saw industry fake for myself
Advice from this therapist is a stretch
Shit I been through they read for homework in text
That's what 4 stars on yelp will reflect
Shit might change your head for the better
For some its just a foolish attempt

Like home girl
She was thirteen
Raped 3 times
Before her first bleed
We chillin' now til she heard screams
It's Meth withdrawl
Sitting with her while her innocence revert
To a dimension beyond me
Cant hold someone up
That need the strength of army
That's not my fault
But if I can't swim where they drowning
It's cause I'm flawed
With that guilt I'm staying grounded
For all my dogs
I'm down to be that rock for all of y'all

Uh

Cause being heartless isn't hard
The hardest shit's admitting
That you lost in the dark
The second hardest is the bars
Cause I remain in this pain
Hopin' that it benefits y'all
I was goin' insane
To get away from it all
Dead in the brain
Cause it was setting me off
Now its take a deep breathe
Be strong
Speak it to the universe
There's enough space for these thoughts

Uh

Now welcome to the Void
The noise inside the kid
Only got louder since a boy
The first time he finally
Found some comfort in a girl
Was cause she played him on
Until he realized he a toy
Well way to disappoint
You the neighbor I avoid
But gave me shit to write about
So thank you bitch enjoy
Try turn our friends against me
Cause I hit on other women
Shit was twisted
But I saw how quick they flipped
Now I don't miss 'em

Listen

There's no such thing
As unlimited fulfillment
Liquor, nicotine, weed
It'll pull me out the feelings
Allowing me to focus
On my work but when rewarded
I don't feel it
Recording should be healing but
I started rapping
Now I'm getting pussy when I want it
Its 12 year old Jack
That would think that shit is awesome
How I picked her up late
Lit a blunt, baked
Fuck and rearrange guts
Like it was nothin'
Because it ain't

And now that's torment
Possible product
Of finding porn before performing
Like I've already fucked every girl
That was born before me
In every form
With every story
If a hormone get me horny
My dopemine hit a shortage
And these poor young girls
Getting played by us boys
Who never think to question
If we playing them
Yeah it's always been a thing
But it's way above
Back in the day
When all they had was playboy books

Now I'm sayin'
As I learn my place as a young man
I apologize to the women
I've wronged since
And in advance
It's shit I still have yet to understand
I was never in a place
To give ya feelings a chance
Well goddamn
Young man
You don't give a fuck to these women
You just give it to one hand dog
Save it
If it's action you want
Come on take it
In a world with a lacking for love
We must make it

Yeah...

In a world with a lacking for love
We must make it