fading fast

Save me
Hold me down
Fading fast into the dust

Always wanted to run to the hills
If I have to exist, then I'll hide in the mist
And cut the telephone wire
Better on my own I thought
I would dream of a beach house, solo at sea
But in reality, I just break at the seams
In my dark apartment
That no one ever sees

But won't you
Save me
Hold me down
Fading fast into the dust
Blow into the wind
Just a memory to my kin
I can only talk to the walls
Even then the words dissolve

How was I so blissfully brave
I would gleefully dive to another's embrace
So oblivious to where it'd go
Never thought we'd turn to smoke
But that's in the past now, and I go on dates
I try not to notice her nails, the paint
Are baby blue, just like yours were
The memories just flood

But won't you
Save me
Hold me down
Fading fast into the dust
Blow into the wind
Just a memory to my kin
I can only talk to the walls
Even then the words dissolve

Gotta get back to the outside
I might be blinded by it
My eyes are used to twilight
Gotta get back to the outside

Really don't know how I got this lost
I watch my friendships fade into fog
Maybe we're both lone ghosts just waiting round