Superhero

Had a good childhood so there's something that I try and figure out
Word to my mama why do I got too many traumas to count?
Wanna talk to friends who understand just what I'm talking about
So if you come to me with bullshit or with drama I'm out

I ask you baby do you got me?
And family do you copy?
Pain is obvious, is there something I can take to numb my body?
They say I'm closed up, probably
I talked to April at that party
I talked to Stacey, Grace, and Holly
I only open up with Molly
I know my mind's holding me back, don't ask me what I do it for
Everything I think will make me happy ends up falling short
If I don't reply to texts and I don't wanna be around
It's cause I know you're there to lift me up
I'm here to bring you down
Cause I'm broken to pieces, don't even need this
Not like it makes a difference (yeah)
I put it all in the music, stupid
Thinking a mixtape could fix this
And I know we're all going through shit
But there's nothing like feeling you're stuck in your bed
With a million thoughts in your head
And you don't even know what it is am I sick? I

Had a good childhood so there's something that I try and figure out
Word to my mama why do I got too many traumas to count?
Wanna talk to friends who understand just what I'm talking about
So if you come to me with bullshit or with drama I'm out

I'll run away, let me run away baby
Help me run away, far away from the pain
I'm never gonna change
I'm no superhero I'm not trying to save the day
I just want to save my face

Pardon my hesitations
I'mm having reservations
Along with revelations
Line of thinking has been mistaken
At least it was in the past
Used to think good times would last
Nowadays watch the hours pass
Last grain of sand in the hourglass just fell
I can't save you even though I want to badly
Take a bullet for you yeah you know
I'd do it gladly
Antagonist in your story I'm the villain sadly
Used to be the good guy but the changes
Happen gradually
I'm misanthropic so very broken
Nobody noticed no
I'm feeling hopeless can never focus
World is bogus yeah
Can't let it break my stride
Even though I still let it do it sometimes
I'm no superhero I'm just trying to get by

Had a good childhood so there's something that I try and figure out
Word to my mama why do I got too many traumas to count?
Wanna talk to friends who understand just what I'm talking about
So if you come to me with bullshit or with drama I'm out

I'll run away, let me run away baby
Help me run away, far away from the pain
I'm never gonna change
I'm no superhero I'm not trying to save the day
I just want to save my face



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Writer(s): Matteo Barbi
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