Not a Barbie

I'm not a Barbie
I'm just pleasingly graceful
Inside and out, sophisticated it's mental
I'm not rich, I'm just fancy and tasteful
I been through some things but I'm eternally grateful

Fancy face, fancy nails, fancy teeth, fancy hair
Boujie baby fancy here fancy there
My hearts full of demons
So these niggas beware
Every time I try to dream, it's only a nightmare

I'm bad as fuck, I just don't document myself
I know some educated niggas but they're locked up in them cells
Wish that I could change this life
Wish that I could cast spells
With these wrongs don't know if ima go to heaven or to hell

My brother died and I won't ever be the same
My other brothers with the rest
Hes in there locked up in them chains
When my uncle got out, he said he'd try to change his ways
But the systems fucked up
So everybody stays the same
It's such a shame, I don't trust people swear nobody knows my name
Not a side bitch
Always the motherfuckin main
I speak the truth, I don't do this shit for fame
I just learned from my mistakes and then the rest it just became

I just want to find the truth, and then shine light
He just want a pretty bitch with her mind right
I just want to hustle hard learn to grind right
We all say we in pain, but it's fine we'll be all right

It's okay to get close
No, I don't bite
Daygos annoying cause I been here my whole life
Us two want to get rich and take flights
I don't want 'em to see me
Out of mind, out of sight

I'm not a Barbie
I'm just pleasingly graceful
Inside and out, sophisticated it's mental
I'm not rich, I'm just fancy and tasteful
I've been through some things, but I'm eternally grateful

He don't got life
But he got 400 years
He feel like nobody cares
But his grandmama in tears
Never thought that this would happen
But he got to face his fears
Can never get a job
Could never have a good career

Aye, they can hear my voice across the ocean
It's hard to focus when there's all this damn commotion
I'm in love with his love like he poisoned me with potion
But I hate thinking about him
So I always stay in motion
I want to feel his devotion
But I get to the money like I got five promotions
I was ashy, made the trick buy me lotion
We do stupid shit just because of our emotions

Aye, can't trust bitches they would thieve me
Can't trust niggas, they deceiving
I believe in him but the thing is he don't believe me
Can't fuck with nobody
Feel like everybody beefin
All these niggas shooting
All these mama's get to grieving
These boys die too young like their life is not completed
I thought my heart would grow
But you only made it weaken
See I hoped it was forever, but I guess it's just the weekend

I just want to find the truth, and then shine light
He just want a pretty bitch with her mind right
I just want to hustle hard, learn to grind right
We all say we in pain, but it's fine
We'll be alright



Credits
Writer(s): Tyana Adaway
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