Breathe

LIFE IS PAIN
I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING I'M IN PAIN
I GO TO WORK IN PAIN
YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I'VE WANTED TO JUST GIVE UP?
HOW MANY TIMES I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT ENDING IT?
Taking my L's
Taking my falls
Yea I've been hurt, and I'm losing my breath
But maybe I'll breathe
Maybe I'll breathe
Been so long
Since I felt calm
Living my stress
And I'm panicking now
But maybe I'll breathe
Maybe I'll breathe
I admit it
That i fell due to all my bad decisions, yea
What is winning?
I'm a failure and its showing in my living
Lately, I've been fighting my addictions
Failing
Failure
I've been pushed down the ground so deep
For years been trying to stand feel weak in my knees
I've been looking for strength to speak
Yea
I put all the work in
But it never works out
The girls that i like yea
Never feel the same ouch
The god that i worship
Just ignores my prayers now
Guess something is wrong with me
Cos i feel the dark clouds
Lately I've been getting everything wrong
I can never get it right
I've been feeling like I'm drowning
In my tears every night
I'm constantly assessing all of my flaws
I'm currently fighting to not take ma life
I'm crawling i cannot get up off the floor
I'm looking for hope, And i can't find its door
And now it just feels like I'm dreaming
Cos it feel like i am not in control
I've been getting all of this bad energy
And I've never felt this alone
I been feeling like this could be the death of me
I would go and nobody know
I don't wanna fight I'm giving up now
I am weak and that's why i fell
I am not done taking my L's
L's
Taking my falls
Yea I've been hurt, and I'm losing my breath
But maybe I'll breathe
Maybe I'll... breathe
Been so long
Since I felt calm
Living my stress
And I'm panicking now
But maybe I'll... breathe
Maybe I'll breathe