hypersomnia

I hate you more than you could know
In the kitchen on the floor
I threw your shit out of your SUV door
And I had a dream last night that I killed you
While you smiled, and told me I
Could never make you go away if I tried

But I never wanted you to go
Or maybe I did, now I don't know
I can't help feeling so afraid
It doesn't matter anyway

I tell myself that you don't know
And I just laugh, in undertow
You drag me down, I'm on the shore
I watch you drown, I see no more

And I've never been the type to let shit go
But running after you is looking for abuse so
I'll let you leave
Just go away
It doesn't matter anyway

I bring you back again, you tell me we'll be friends
I love you but I tell myself it'll never happen again
I cry until I choke, you're breaking down my hope
I swallow down the pain and promise that you'll never know

I can't propitiate your god
I can't just tell you that I'm flawed
I can't just leave you all alone
I can't just let you go home

I tell myself that you don't know
And I just laugh, in undertow
You drag me down, I'm on the shore
I watch you drown, I see no more

And I've never been the type to let shit go
But I'm not making more excuses for you so
I guess it's time for me to swallow my pride
And the tears that I cried
I'd be better if you just

I guess I'm glad that you don't hate me
Enough to come back for more 'cause lately
I just can't get you out of my head
Another body in the shed
I'll make you pay for what you did
I'll tell the secrets that you hid
'Cause I was just a little kid
When I told myself I'd never



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Writer(s): Bunny Winter
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