Keeping Score

Can't keep it all to myself
I run in circles and I know that I'm hard on myself
All I wanted was a compromise
But now I feel stupid
I know that I mean it when I say I'm trying

I know my expectations are too damn high cause
Every time that I try, it's the way that it was
Don't tell me that you don't understand where I'm coming from

So tell me, did you mean it?
Did you really feel that way, I can't believe it
There's more to say but I don't wanna talk about this anymore
But know, I was never keeping score

Everything is bittersweet
Cause I don't miss being so stressed
But parts of you and me still echo in my memory
We wasted our breath and so then we drifted cause you never listen

Defensive and emotional
It doesn't help that I can't make you feel all the things that I felt
You let me walk away cause you know where I'm coming from
Oh

So tell me, did you mean it?
Did you really feel that way, I can't believe it
There's more to say but I don't wanna talk about this anymore
But know, I was never keeping score

Never keeping, I was never keeping score
Never keeping, I was never keeping score
Never keeping, I was never keeping score
Never keeping, I was never keeping score

Now it all feels like a dream
I wish that we were still just kids and played on each others team
Guess I don't know what is worth it or not anymore
But I know that I was never fucking keeping score