Real Life

Oh, I had these feelings set on timer, baby
So I don't have to be out here about it
No doubt it might seem like I'm still deciding but no
And that won't even suffice me, baby
Oh, just please, keep trying, I'm wildin', not childish
I promise my love's the best deposit (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I was lobbying the time we spent
Played it down, powered forward, compared it to back then, ow
I was waiting to see what my body says
Could you be a more degree of my climate? No
I decided to realize this real life, it's real life
I gotta do something
Not nothing, if not, I'm gonna stay burnt

I gotta be clearer now (gotta be, gotta be)
Doesn't seem big to tell you what big is
Compliment fishing (compliment fishing)
And so, I said, "Don't look sad
I'll loop and come get you
Run loops around your sun"
Oh, that just slipped out
Well, you know I was not meant to fit in, oh no

Oh, I had these feelings set on timer, baby
So I don't have to be out here about it
No doubt it might seem like I'm still deciding but no
And that won't even suffice me, baby
Oh, just please, keep trying, I'm wildin', not childish
I promise my love's the best deposit

It's always, "Ama, where've you been?"
Well, there's no point in asking me now
'Cause I'm not gonna be there
That shit came, already broke me down
What the fuck have I been dealt here?
I told God, He can take it back
Don't wanna be the strong one this year
Rough side of the mountain, nah, fuck that (nah, fuck that)

I plan on leading (I plan on leading)
Myself on to greener pastures (planned on us meeting)
Will you be there (be on those pastures with you)
At last? 'Cause I'm pretty sure that we both know (if not yet, then I plan to)
It becomes a situation if not (becomes a situation if not)
And only one of us here is acting tough (only one of us here is tough)
So

Forget that, I'll get back
Forgive myself for my reactions
If you hurt, I respect that
But I still stand by all my actions